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Well. I didn't get accepted into UNM. I was off by 1 point on my composition test to get in. That changes a lot of things. First i'll be staying here in Alaska for the next three years. Why three years? Well I got a job with the union as an electrician. And well... Its nice up here. The pay is good and the union pampers me. I make 18 bucks an hour and within a year I can make up to 28 bucks an hour. I figure I can get into any community college any day of the year. I can wait on school for a while. After I complete my experience as an apprentice electrician I can be a journeyman electrician and work as an electrician any where in the world and still reap the union benefits. I plan to save up all the money I make until i'm 21. Then i'm gonna go down to Whiteriver, Arizona and build my house and live there. I'll be self-sufficient. Growing my own food. Using solar panels to power my house. Living off the grid. Living as a human not bound to money. Life is a cruel cruel world and it seems like all friends do is hold you back. " You don't get paid to hang out with friends."
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Wow... Already so close to the New Year. I plan on getting drunk... and calling random people to tell them how much I love them. Lol. This past semester has been a huge cloud. I've been floating in a state of relaxation; drifting along to whatever course this world offers me. Now, in twenty days i'll be 18. I've always told myself. "As soon as I turn 18 i'm taking up the full responsibitliy of being an adult." I'm ready and excited for the future. Currently I'm living in a free-based system that revolves around the sharing of wealth and social interaction. The evolution of group-consciousness and awareness. The deeper understanding of the self. Due, mainly to fact that drugs have influenced the pursuit of my dreams. Dependence? No. Depression? No. The enjoyment of the subtle things in life? Yes. The decision to induce a new perspective. Sure.
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Yeah. . . So its been pretty good these past days. . . pretty awesome. Haha. I'm enjoying my summer. . . I feel good today. . .
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Niiiice. . .
haha. yeah.
I got another job. Pretty chill. I dig it. Highland Pool. I get to come in whenever. haha. that's pretty cool. $6.15 an hour. But once school starts i'll be making $7.15 an hour. . .And I get to keep this job as long as I am taking 6 hours of school. . . So yeah. . . I get to keep it even while i'm in college. Pretty siiick! haha. The lifeguards are pretty hot. . . haha. Every 45 mins I work i'll get a 15 min break right afterwards. I can take my lunch break whenever I choose. The manger is pretty awesome. I get free admission into the pool. I can get free lifeguard lessons. . . haha.
Damn. . . This job is so sick.
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[08 Jul 2006|02:54pm] |
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So, today is pretty chill. I'm liking it. I've got an interview for another job on monday. Maintence or Cashier at Highland Pool. Dion's is getting so gay. . . Idk. Just boring me now. . . The job is easy but. . . just ain't the same. I'm switching to the Dions on Central and Monroe. Much closer to where I live. And hopefully. . . I'll be able to start up my website. . . (But I have no ideal how to start up a website . . . so yeah some help would be good.) I'm gonna start playing piano for my Youth Groups band. . . Pretty sick. . . ( Or at least I think so.) Uhmm. . . What else. I wanna go to the music shop today and see the prices of pianos and such. I ain't got big pockets but i'll see what I can do. This week has been pretty good. I've cut down on the smoking. . . ( A bit) and I haven't drank since. . . I got that bad hang-over (Which is 3 of 4 weeks ago). So yeah. I'm thinking about starting a book. (Seriously) I mean it this time. Something quite different. Something truthful like Henry Miller with a little mix of Richard Grossman. Hmm. . . I've been running and been trying to get in shape. I've started Tai Chi. And just. . . everything is going pretty good.
I think you'll like Richard Grossman Christina. He's a good poet and writer. He writes poetry as if from an animals point-of-view. Pretty good.
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"Every muscle vibrated slightly.
Tongue yearned to touch the tongue.
Eyes flamed with their thin heat,
and the entire body was receptive and incomplete.
I want to be through somebody else,
some said. To enter reality together.
I know i'm here, but with another
we could make this "here" so much larger.
Simply the pleasure of love is so refined,
so delicate yet so substantial. It is the answer.
But, said the shepherd, remember that
the slightest flaw causes the greatest damage.
No love is perfect; no love is complete.
The whole is always victim of the part.
Love. Love. Love. Love constantly. It is
the sweetness of sweetness, tasted in the faltering light."`
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Well, well, well. I doubt anyone really reads this anymore. So, I guess this is a good place to just vent everything that I am feeling.
First, I am pissed. Angry at the fact that some things in life are bullshit. Why does one suffer more than the other? Why is one poorer? Why does the world sit on their asses and watch everything pass them by? Why is everyone so worried about "certain" things that MAKE them happy? We all have goals and quite frankly it seems as if everyone is waiting for something to just "hit them."
Eh. . . What am I talking about. Just trying to find someone to blame I guess. Someone to blame for my own inabilities. My own wrongful actions. My own loneliness and all that other crap.
You've all heard this before. You've all offered your advice. I guess it ain't enough. I guess . . . nah nvm.
I've stopped drinking. Yeah. Go me! Haha.
Not that anyone cares.
Lets see. . . Rent is coming up. I'm pretty sure I won't be able to make my half. So yeah. . .I'm gonna go to get a loan tomorrow.
LIVE WITH YOUR PARENTS AS LONG AS YOU CAN!!!!!!!
DON'T GET IN SOME STUPID LITTLE FIGHT AND BE STUBBORN. . . IT DOESN'T PAY OFF.
Have your fun. Live your life. I guess I can only offer hopeful advice to those who have the time to do such things. . . as for me. Saturday double-shift, sunday double shift, mon - thru school (7:50am till noon) and work (4pm till close) Stressful. Tiring. Eh. . . Maybe's it's just a bad day. . .
Time to play Piano. . .
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[16 Apr 2006|07:53am] |
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Hey, what's up everyone!
School is almost out. What is everyones plans for the summer?
Wow, no one uses livejournal anymore. All about myspace baby! Hahaha jk.
Well, I guess I could type about myself for a bit. . .
I go to work in about 2 hours.
I have no place to call home lol. Seriously though.
Uhhh . . . I've gotta shit load of home work.
Everything is nice and chill. I'm pretty good.
I could go on and on bitchin' and complain' about how much my life is so hard for me, but! that'd be pretty pointless. Cause ain't nothing gonna happen unless I change it myself.
I got a gold in SkillsUSA. Ms.Glauner thinks I have a good chance in going to Internationals. This dude named Alain from SkillsUSA is gonna train me for Nationals. So yep yep. Hopefully I win at Nationals =)
Dion's is pretty cool. Easy ass job. Free food. No complaints.
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[18 Feb 2006|04:05pm] |
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Oh, to be or not to be...
Well, how's life for everyone?
My writing is coming along pretty well. If you want to read something ask me. Life is pretty interesting as of now.
Friends. . . I love you all.
Uhhh . . . Yeah.
Smoke-free for 33 days. . . And still counting! Woot woot!
I'm here at UNM and the whole wrestling team is here too! Lol. I just walk into Zimmermen libary*sp and see Freddie, BB, Amanda, Jessi and other wrestling peeps. . . I was like, "Ha! What u guys all doin' here!" Yeah . . .Off to go play piano for about 6 hours laterz
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Damn. . .I wanted to write something VERY meaningful. But . . . i'm sort'a at a mind-blank. (sighs) I love to sigh. Haha. . .
I've gotta write 7 essays tonight. . . And i've only finished one. =)
Ok. . . People.
ok . . .
(deep breath)
ok. . .
ok . . .
(deep breath)
. . . . . . . . . . . No nvm.
Lol sorry.
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I leave! With a little sigh *sighs*
John is my brotha!
Haha. . .
Daisy is my sister and so is Judy! Haha good night.
A-B-A-B-C-D-D-C
=) =) =)
*sings* *dances*
A-B-A-B-C-D-D-C
*dances to a poem*
such a beautiful and awesome poem. =)
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Fuck you
Fuck you
oh yeah, and fuck you.
=)
Have a great day.
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| Back for a little while. |
[05 Jan 2006|07:41pm] |
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Well hello people. I'm back . . . For a little while. (Till I get off Johns Computer that is.) So what's been up people? How's you New Year? . . .
As for me. . . Well, let's just say I started it off right, but I haven't been able to keep it that way. SO yep yep. School is school. Life is life. And people are still *gasp* PEOPLE! Well yep yep.
So. . . I have nothing to really talk about. Other then. . . (As you already know.) I have no computer anymore. So that is why I haven't been online in the recent days. Uhhh . . .
Confused, confused, and even more confused. I realize how much of a fool I AM and WAS. So yep yep just wanted to get that out and 'in the open.' "Because you're mine, I walk the line."
Uhhh . . . Yeah. This entry was very pointless. I guess. . . Nothing new has happened.
Not having that much family problems. Just. . . I hate not being able to do anything. Well, I guess I shall keep those things to myself as i've always done. Better that way =)
School is great. I like all my classes. And this semester I'm actually gonna do all the work. Even though I ditched yesterday. . . =P Hahaha oh well. I was happy so F**K you! Hahhaha jk.
Ok . . .Well time for the finale! I'm gonna vent everything I am feeling right now.
So yep yep. . . You prepared? Cause you better be! "This is gonna be a shocker."
Me: . . . *Blank stare*
You: "Wtf!"
Hahaha oh well.
Do what you believe is best for you. Do what you want to do. Put yourself FIRST before anyone else. You are living YOUR life, not anothers'. But! That doesn't mean be selfish in all ways. Be yourself, whenever possible.
Yep yep. . . Hope everyone enjoyed this. . . entry.
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Yep yep. . . Magic gots himself a bong. . . And guess what?!?!? I'm smoking that shit!
Woot woot! Start the New Year off RIGHT! Hahahaha yep yep!
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Hello. . .
I am bored.
I don't want to sleep, but it's the only thing to do right now.
I won't sleep. Fuck it.
Ha. . . I've noticed that I say "Fuck it" alot now.
Ohhh well, fuck it.
dumdumdumdum dummm . . . dum dum ~dum~ dum uhhhmp!
The guitar part of the song I am listening to now.
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[27 Dec 2005|03:04pm] |
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Hahaha. . . Stupid dream dictionary thing. . . Lol.
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Well, life is great. No complaints. Band is just still me and Vick. Bitch-ass Ben never comes over Lol.
We've got two new songs:
"My Best Friend Wayne" and "Muffin Cakes"
We are currently working on "Seed" By Sublime
And are considering doing a re-make of "Leaving On A Jetplane"
Vick sucks at drums. . . So I have to pull through with my guitar playing skills. Hahaha jk.
I'm excited for school to begin again. I'm uncertain about somethings. . . Like where we're gonna live and about other matters.
I've changed so much, well doesn't everybody? I like this change though. I am happy. :)
Relationship situation = Zip-o! Nada! Nothing! w/e you want to call it. But oh well.
Health situation = Pretty good, getting leaner and meaner (Nah i'm kidding. I ain't mean.)
Mental Health situation = Happy, sad, mad, glad . . . everything.
Writing situation = :) New notebook. Blue this time.
Reading situation = Huckleberry Finn (Chapter 8 or so . . .)
Music situation = Learning Moonlight Sonata by Beethoven. Making guitar riffs for band.
Friend situation = Good times, bad times, keep them comin'! I love you all!
Life. . . Pretty good.
Well, off I go. I need some fresh air. . . I think i'll paint. :)
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Well that earlier entry was pretty WACK. Lol. Well. . . I completely deleted AIM and Yahoo. . . But when I got home (which is now) They came back up! And now it's telling me some WACK stuff. . . So yep. . . I'll have it but I won't be online. Uhhhh . . .
People you all CAN call me. . . I was being pretty weird earlier.. . so yeah. Just hit me up sometime.
Well I got gifts! Yep yep!
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Friends. . . Good friends. I ask each and every one of you to NOT call me. Or try to get ahold of me. I am doing fine, I just need some time to think some things over.
My plans are to get drunk and stoned and shroomed off my ass on my b-day. I'll be at Jarrods house and i'll be happy . . . Well for at least 8 hours or so. I think that's the only place you'll see me at. I'm not going out anymore, i'm not 'hanging' out, i'm just gonna do what my ------ tells me to do. So yep yep.
Laterz!
P.S. I'm getting rid of AIM and Yahoo sooo . . .yep yep.
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[11 Dec 2005|12:04am] |
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Ha! Friends! I've come to tell you I will have no more AIM, or the internet. So yep yep . . . Call me or talk to me at school. That's it! Laterz. . . Or yeah, and i'm moving the end of January. I don't know where, but I talked with my mom. We talked for about an hour, and I told her EVERYTHING so yep yep. She told me to not worry about where we are gonna live, and just focus on my school, which I am gonna do. I've been having family problems for the past year or so. . .and I never asked anyone for help, i've bottled it all up. And I guess tonight I let it all out. Hahahahaha I thought I was going crazy or something. Ask joe (sorry joe). . . So yep yep.
I love you all!
No one really knows me. I guess i've done that because i'm scared or something.
Even you Sami, don't know EVERYTHING about me, and I just need to get everything out. Just stop being so damn AFRAID! . . . So yep yep.
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YAWNSS!!! Will I guess this is a good time to update.
They ask: "What has Seth been up too?"
And I shall reply: "Nothing of any concern"
Yes, it is true. Same'ol, same'ol. Nothing new. I need something different, something new, I need. . .something, ANYTHING! But what, you ask? I have no clue. Does anyone know anyone that gives flight lessons? Cause I think I want to be a pilot. Yes, i'm quite sure now. A pilot. Off to the heavens I go! It is my purpose, my goal, my inspiration, my new found passion. I like it. I guess that means I need to join the Airforce once I get out of high school. I think I will. Or maybe the Navy. I'm still considering. (Sighs) I'm not doing too well in school, but, I don't know.
Hmm . . . What does everyone want for Christmas? (If you told me I forgot, so tell me again.)
"The Good Times Are Killing Me. . ."
Good song. Modest Mouse.
Brings back some old memories. Memories I have forgotten; memories worth rememberence.
I love the night. Why is everyone asleep?
Will you marry me?
Things about me: Pt. 2!
1. Favorite movies: Big Fish, Enemy at the Gates, La Bamba, Walk the Line, and Saving Private Ryan.
2. Favorite songs: Black Cadillacs, The Good Times Are Killing Me, Straight A's In Love, All Shock Up, Badfish, Outsider, Moonlight Sonata, Come On Home, Steppin' Razor, Perfect Disguise, . . . and more.
3. Favorite books: The Jungle, Angela's Ashes, Conversations With God, Crime and Punishment, The Dhammapada, and The Hobbit.
4. Favorite feature of a lady: Eyes, smile, hands, and hair color.
5. Favorite sport: Basketball.
6. Favorite time-killer: Doing puzzles.
7. Favorite laugh: Michelle's weird high-pitched laugh, Sami's giggle, Sunny's all out laugh, Bens loud laugh, Vicks weird laugh, and . . . I guess that's it.
8. Favorite Car: Old Mustang.
9. Favorite food: Pasta.
10. Favorite class: Chemistry.
Uhhh . . . That's it. Have fun reading! Wait! You're finished reading now. :)
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